Pain.

     I'm just going to write without regrets. Everything I'm feeling, without fearing of being judged by what I say on here.
Last night I went to youth, had an awesome time, and went to Boston Pizza. After eating, my rib cage and  stomach got these faint pains, Mostly in my rib cage. It grew worse and worse so I took some Advil. But it grew worse and nothing I could do would stop the pain. I was breathing really heavily. That wasn't working, like it usually does. I lied down in the booth with my head in my friends lap, moaning and screaming "Ow, it hurts it hurts". That pain was the worst pain I've ever experienced in my life. Suddenly the pain just stopped and I basically passed out. I was literally exhausted from the pain. At this time it was around 12:10am. Ashley woke me up by opening my eye and saying my name. I couldn't stop shaking, I wasn't cold, or scared. Then I asked my friend to call my boyfriend to tell him what was going on , and that I was going to the hospital. I couldn't even speak. I said I love you too back. I don't know if he heard it though.
Once my parents got there they took me to the hospital with with Ashley. I met Danielle and Travis and Valerie there. After a while they prayed over me and left. I'm so glad they came.. It meant so much to me. The entire time after they left all my parents did was argue over finances. The pain wasn't coming back so I asked to go home. I just wanted to go home and sleep. My dad left right away and yelled at me to hurry up, because I was walking to slow. He asked why and I almost screamed "I'm tired!".
I think they think I was over reacting. Because they weren't there when I was moaning and screaming. But that night they acted like I was totally fine and yeah..

A friend wipes away your tears while you lie in their lap, screaming in pain. Her love gives me hope.

My friends come to the hospital at 12 in the morning to pray over me, their love gives me hope.

My boyfriend telling me he loves me, taking the time out of his night to say that, gives me hope.

So thank you to all that prayed for me. I honestly thought I would die. Thank you for being there that night.